*most of my friends are terribly fake--except for a select few; about 5 at the most. *sometimes i cry myself to sleep thinking about stuff that hasn't even happened. *one of my friends pisses me off alot because she contradicts herself horribly.
I think your talking about me , when you say that someone contradicts themselves and i know i do and im working on fixing the problem so im saying sorry in advance sorry
sometimes i think i dont have real friends. my parents make me terribly unhappy, therefore i cut myself sometimes. i talk about people behind their back. sometimes i do things just to make people mad. or jealous. i want a good relationship but im afraid to commit.
I'm teribbly frightened of being alone I cut myself sometimes I hate myself with a passion, which makes others hate me in turn I wish my parents/parent didn't exsist I wish i had a better relationship with God..i belive he is there i just have a hard time keeping him in mind all the time Sometimes i think of killing myself and then i think harder and relize none would care if i was gone I gossip about people even when i know its wrong I have a hard time letting things go esspecially when it envolves someone i really care for I say i dont care,when really i'm probley gonna go home and cry about it later Alot of people say they are my friends when i know they are fake and that they really hate me and conspire behind my back
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*sometimes i cry myself to sleep thinking about stuff that hasn't even happened.
*one of my friends pisses me off alot because she contradicts herself horribly.
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my parents make me terribly unhappy, therefore i cut myself sometimes.
i talk about people behind their back.
sometimes i do things just to make people mad. or jealous.
i want a good relationship but im afraid to commit.
im afraid of being alone.
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I cut myself sometimes
I hate myself with a passion, which makes others hate me in turn
I wish my parents/parent didn't exsist
I wish i had a better relationship with God..i belive he is there i just have a hard time keeping him in mind all the time
Sometimes i think of killing myself and then i think harder and relize none would care if i was gone
I gossip about people even when i know its wrong
I have a hard time letting things go esspecially when it envolves someone i really care for
I say i dont care,when really i'm probley gonna go home and cry about it later
Alot of people say they are my friends when i know they are fake and that they really hate me and conspire behind my back
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