me: i guess were having tacos for dinner.
jordan: yeah, it looks like it.
caitlin*comes into the room*:tacos are punks!

...so why are you playing these games with my head?

i.ve been really lazy to do an update. i guess its about time.

sunday- so i started sunday off trying to wrap my fathers presents and everytime i had to get something from another room he was in that room. jordan and i were trying to be all sly about it. it was really funny. then we went to michaels. our second time this week. my family eats there ( Read more... )

i finally fixed my cutoffs and so now they.re just long shorts. i.m proud of myself, its awesome. i was inspired by "t.shirt surgery" but that was the best i could do. lol. so today was interesting. interesting meaning nothing happened. i.m actually excited for summer school. except the fact that EVERYONE is in the same lms class and i.m all alone ( Read more... )

i.m in love with the waiting cd. (shockingly, thursday). i can.t stop listening to it. yeah, i.ve had it for a while but it has resparked an interest in me. i think its gonna be that cd i end up listening to all summer.

i.m not alright.

even if i lived by myself and had no one to talk to, i.d still find some way to cause drama.

in answer to a question i previously asked (oh who am i kidding?)

im kidding myself. i cant put myself through the same thing, again. there will be the same results as before. the same help. the same "oh im over it" attitude. the same falling back into it. the same excuses.

your the cause and the cure.

after tumbling i drove at the west hills parking lot. the only place i am somewhat suitable for. my mom told me to park & i tried. it didnt turn out so well. i went over the curb. ive never done that before. i was too scared to finish going over it so my mom did it for me. so we were swtiching spots and these guys were walking past me and they were ( Read more... )

yeah, my mom told me im being so naive right now ( Read more... )

so my sister is at tams house right now. jacob came back to say hi. i feel bad for her, shes only 3 and already friends are coming into her life and just leaving. they were best friends and then he just leaves. so shell go, have the time of her life and then come back home and talk about him for a couple weeks. i wish she didnt go. the same thing ( Read more... )

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