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I'm livin' in a world that won't stop pullin' on me
I'm not complaining but it's true
It's like I owe my time to everyone else
'Cause that's all I seem to do
You might not notice but I need a good friend
Someone to talk to when I'm down, down, down
There's so much on my mind that I want to get out
But there's no one around
Sometimes I can't help thinkin' what about me
Some days go by that I don't even see
Yeah I'm doing everything right and I can't break free
Oh is this the way it's always gonna be
What about me
Well I'm dreamin' I'm on a highway with the windows down
I'm burnin' up the road at my own speed
But I'm stuck here goin' nowhere in this traffic jam
And there's a woman with her kids in the car next to me
And I swear she's singin'
Sometimes I can't help thinkin' what about me
Some days go by that I don't even see
Yeah I'm doing everything right and I can't break free
Is this the way it's always gonna be
Hey, what about me
Oh, sometimes I can't help thinkin' what about me
Some days go by that I don't even see
I'm doing everything right and I can't break free
Oh is this the way it's always gonna be
What about me
geeze! ive been thinking so damn much about everything! there isnt anything that hasnt crossed my mind tonite. here are a few things that im feeling really shitty about...
[1] love=pain
[2] i want so badly to have a life. A LIFE. but i want it now. and the way things are looking its going to be a while before i can take my first step.
[3] friends- this is nothing like high school. NOTHING. this is when you find out who are your true friends and who didnt really give a fuck if you were there or not. i try and give so much and put an effort into staying and remaining friends, and i get nothing. they WERE the one thing that i held very close, but thats all fading now.
[4] im such a baby. everything is making me all emotional. maybe in the end, this will make me stronger and i will learn to live with myself and not rely on others.
-im done complaining and whining-
for tonite anyway.
im going to bed early tonite. maybe i will wake up on a better note :)
i still love you all, even if you are one of those friends.