.some people want it all.
"Friends forever," you promised. "Together till the end." We did everything with each other. You were my best friend. When Iwas sad, you were by my side. When Iwas scared, you felt my fear. You were my best support- If I needed you, you were there. You were the greatest friend, You always knew what to say: You made everything seem better. As long as we had each other Everything wouldnt be okay. But somewhere along the line, We slowly came apart. I was here, you were there. It tore a hole in my heart. Things were changing, Our cheerful music reversed its tune. It was like having salt without pepper, A sun without its moon. Suddenly we were miles apart, Two different people, with nothing the same. It was as if we hadnt been friends, Although we knew deep in our hearts Neither one of us was to blame. You had made many new friends ANd luckily, so had I But that didnt change the hurt- The loss of our friendship made me cry. As we grow older, things must change But they dont always have to end. Even though it is different, now. You will always be my friend. -Phyllis Lin
this is the happiest ive been in a LONG time. things with us are great..hes starting to realize how hes taking me for granted. "i love you baby." and i asked why he was holding me like he was and he said "i realize it seems like i take you for granted sometimes, and i dont mean to, i love you" times like these make me realize how good i have it sometimes. im so glad the way things always end up working out for me.
so ben went to the doctor today. something serious is going on and i havent really been able to find out. i just know caleb came how really upset. but i let him have his privacy for a while, then i went in there to brush my teeth and he told me to come over there and he hugged me. im scared for ben though. they think its something seriously wrong with him. i wont go into it though. its there business.
so, i missed me show AGAIN this week. im just losing track of what day it is and just forget. maybe they will have it on tomorrow for some reason...ill get to see it though.