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i havent written on here in like forever.. ///

i was just reading all my post from the last year or soo.. and fuck i have been through a lot of shit. im sooo thankful i have the family and friends i do.. without them i would have nothing.

i miss a lot of people from my past.. and i really really wish they were still with me..

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Regret's how i spell your name.
In light of what you have done.
How can you not feel the same?

My love will fade with the sun.
As days go by.. shed a tear. 
i

hate

your

face

more than life.
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talked to the lovely janelle and she made me feel a lot better. i cried but still.. i love nelle sooooo much. couldnt imagine life ( Read more... )

yesterday was really good for me. i cant think of anything that went horribly wrong.

i got to have a awesome chat with a boy that i will always always love. we only got to spend an hour together but it was the best hour ive spent with a boy in.. well since weve been apart.

i was happy to see you see me


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this is how last night went..


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il never forgot the time
you made me feel alive
when death was on my mind
or when you held onto me
when the world let me fall behind

you were love to me rather than just a word

a friend was all you were and it changed my heart

you stood next to me through the storm
you felt the wounds and kept me warm

something i had never seen before and i thank you.


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you've ripped my heart out
and now.. you're dancing on it

you said i would get over you

i just want to fall asleep
why wont you let me?

i never thought you could hurt me like you have...

what did i do that was so wrong?

im sick to my stomach when i think of you.
when i think of our past.
when i think of you with her.

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today was or is my mums birthday.. so i am sad. i went to the cemetery with my sister and grandma to say happy birthday. when i got home i put up some christmas decorations by myself that was sad because my mum and i did that together.


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