last night blood was coming from all ends of me almost every ten minutes. its not the safest thing to get fuck-drunk in a basement where the parents just happen to cut glass for a living and have sheets of it all over, especially leaning right outside the bathroom door. when your drunk and have to pee, everything on the way to the toliet is ( Read more... )

im a hand me out. come one come all, if you arent in line already. what makes me say those things? and why do the thoughts that cross my mind criss. this is mass destruction, X marks the spot. i guess i fuck myself. i want to hide beneath myself, and have enough room to take everyone with me ( Read more... )

there is no such thing as too much julia stiles. and there is never enough 10 things i hate about you.


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spent like last weeks pay pants down ( Read more... )

i dont know. the things i do, i cant explain why, the way i feel, that leaves me just as confused as the rest. one second im smiling the next im holding the tears back. and i hate getting smoke in my eyes. i hate throwing up in the bathroom at clubs. i hate being broke. today is hate myself day. work this early in the morning when i have so much ( Read more... )

im second comming to christ. brian says so. brian plays with three strings on his bass. so he is right. everybody drop to your knees.

jay called, the band digs me, im all the way in. fuck being bitch in the pit. im bitch on the stage.

[front back side to side]

-and history is all the same-

this is the highlight. but its running out. im not going to eat for a few weeks. and i probally wont quit smoking.lights ciggarette i got my mind rolled to the front of my head. all my money ( Read more... )

i can give one good reason why i despise being female. it comes with a mess of cramps. im going for the melon scoop to remove my lower stomach.

im confused now. i dont know what to think. i just might be scared. maybe i should hide in my closet tonight. i can never make up my mind i would suppose.

ok rich, so a stoopid online quiz has prooved you right about me. i spell out geek, nerd, and any other lame dork title.


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