Oh, lj.  I miss you.  I honestly do.  I use to post my every thought, and somehow it made me feel a little better about my crazy, upside down life.  Life is good.  Crazy, but good. 
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Somebody needs to post something about something.  I need to read, something.

Leena has started clapping her hands and standing on her own.  I love my fat, little baby.

When I moved out of my parents house almost two years ago, all I took was a bag of clothes.  I didn't plan on moving out, I just couldn't put up with my crack head sister, Amanda,  anymore.  (Seriously, she is a crack head.  Right now she is about five months pregnant and she has fresh track marks that could lead for days.)  I just planned on ( Read more... )

Ok, so today makes one week since I went to the weight loss clinic.  I don't care who knows.  I'm a cow.  I'm big and fat, who cares.  But I was starting to feel decent about myself.  I don't know if I have lost any weight yet, but it's the thought of what's to come.  Having a baby can make you feel real down on yourself.  With all the weight gain ( Read more... )

Last night, I got a total of one, maybe two, hours of sleep.  When I dropped Leena off to my sister while I took my final, I slid in mud and fell down.   So I went to school covered in mud.  I still feel so aweful.  I have been sick since Friday.  And nothing seems to be going how it should.  When will things fall in place?

Oh, LJ.  I'm mad.  Like, really MAD!!!  I just want to scream something that doesn't make sense.  OGJOANSMLVNKSNGJVILDSNVJKLNDSZGVISENGVKLDSN VGIKHRSNGIOTJEWOFJVNKD
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CFVGBJUFJIYFESYTRDSYTFDJFGYIFY....but, I have

It seems like everyone I know is having marital problems.  Ok, not everybody.  But two of my good friends.  I am so glad it isn't me.  They just need to be like 'F you, husband.'  There is no way in hell I would put up with the shit that they do.  Hell no.  I know I have put up with a lot of crap, but that was in the early days, before marriage and ( Read more... )

I know some people are made for school.  I just don't think I am one of those people.  I'm not going to quit though.
I must say, I really want to.

Dear Leena, 
        You are my inspiration for going.

I decided to post some pictures, Dear Livejournal.  Leena is growing so much.  She opened her Christmas presents tonight, really Aaron and I opened them and she just stared at us.  She is such a sweet baby.  She is rotten, too.  That's my girl.

This is me after being in labor for like 10 hours.    I looked much worse after I actually had her.  It ( Read more... )

Ok, so this is going to be on one of the craziest things to write about...but I am pissed.  Somebody stole my pain medicine.  I know it was either my brother or my sister.  It was the medicine they gave me at the hospital when I had Leena.  It was in my purse, which I have kept an eye on.  I should have known better than to carry around a bottle of ( Read more... )