i have had strange dreams the past few nights. Maybe because they coincide quite well with my reality. the feeling of slowly starving, weight of woman laying on my chest (not sexually), biting tongues and forced smiles. I dont think i have felt any closer to death, starving to death is definitely terrifing but an honorable death in my experience. ( Read more... )

well the election is over and i feel like i need to debrief. it was a long and overwellming 20 months. it has change me; cured my apathy and made me more politically aware.

this is just a few words i want to say; nothing against Obama, and nothing against McCain.

throughout this election i felt that a lot of us were look for a politician to save us ( Read more... )

i went to taco bell for lunch today;  because i missed my free taco yesterday. Anyway, i was standing in line waiting for my food between the cash register, where a man was ordering his food, and where you get your food, where a lady was waiting before me. So a worker brings out her tray with the food on it saying "order 253." At the exact same ( Read more... )

every night i go to bed praying that when i wake up it will be september 22, 2006; the day before i could have made things different.

i feel all the time that has happened between then and now hasnt actually happened, like its all a dream, like the black sleep of kali ma.

it seems like my music player is stuck on that stupid A<=>B repeat thing ( Read more... )

i have so much to write, but im so impatient with words. i love school, but i dont know why i go. i want to just have an idea. make bank on that idea. and walk away from everything. i would just walk away from everything, but there are people i love. and many others whom i may not even know now that i would like to form relationships with ( Read more... )

... I officially endorse Chuck Baldwin of the Constitution Party in his Campaign for the president of the United State. Sorry Bob Barr, sweet mustache, but your rejection of the Campaign for Liberty leaves me a angry and confused ( Read more... )

so i wrote retrospective commentary on my LJ entries during the period leading up to and a little after the 109th pull.

if you want to check them out you'll have to go to my profile and click on "livejournal calender". Entries are the dates are from Sept. 6 2006 to Sept. 25 2006. the commentary is in the comments(you will know by the timestamp).

The only way to find peace is through purity ( Read more... )

i cannot reconcile with either party. we cannot depend on two parties alone. people say that voting for 3rd party candidates hurt the political process; can they be more wrong? its about what you believe in. its about freedom ( Read more... )

dang. why am i updating, its late and i have to work tomorrow ( Read more... )