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I have been on a diet for the longest I have ever been on one...and stuck to it!!

I have been exercising regularly and eating less and better and taking Dexatrim Max...and in the past week I have lost 8 pounds.

I am so excited!!!

He thought I dressed up for him.

it's beginning again.

he is my escape route.

i want to know why i cant be beautiful and graceful and powerful...if even for a minute in time, all at the same time?

when i am one, i am not the others.

i dont know why i try so hard to flaunt what i dont have.

i just make a complete fool of myself

right now...i feel indescribable.

it still hasnt sunken in.

we did it...again

today kinda sucked. a lot.

rehearsals...for me...were bad.

i dont like letting people down.

leslie informed me that her life stopped because i didnt explain my transition from zoo to woodlands mall.

allow me to clarify.

we decided not to go to the zoo and went to the woodlands mall instead.

your lives may go back to normal now.

<3

me

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I drove by ur neighborhood today and this overwhelming urge to drive to your house, knock on your door, and knock you over with the biggest hug in the world...came over me ( Read more... )