Thinking.
So here's a post without an array of exclamation points. Most people wouldn't have thought it possible. Well, most people won't be reading this, so... I suppose that doesn't matter. Unless I screwed up on the privacy settings. I'm sure someone will let me know if that's the case.
I've just been re-evaluating my life. I love what I do, but... I keep feeling like there's something else out there. Like there's more for me to do. I don't want to suddenly change my major and go into medicine or some other (infinitely more useful) field halfway through my college career. I just think I could be spending a little less time in class/work/theatre and a bit more time with people.
I'd like to spend more time with Chad and get to know him better (a lot better, but that's a whole other story). And Haku seems to be going through a weird patch, so I'd love to just sit down and talk with him. Yachiru seems like so much fun, and Lee's a sweetheart, and Hinata could stand to loosen up and party more often. And I keep somehow meeting new people on-line, and they seem to be fairly interesting. So... why not? I don't always have to be the super-busy, responsible, yet weirdly-bubbly girl in the group.
Ugh. Much as I'd like to change, the only way that's going to happen is if someone were to break into my dorm and force me to chill out. And if something like that happened, I'd probably be more freaked out than receptive.
((OOC: She totally thinks she set this to private but completely forgot to do so before posting it. So feel free to comment/reference/whatever. XD))
I've just been re-evaluating my life. I love what I do, but... I keep feeling like there's something else out there. Like there's more for me to do. I don't want to suddenly change my major and go into medicine or some other (infinitely more useful) field halfway through my college career. I just think I could be spending a little less time in class/work/theatre and a bit more time with people.
I'd like to spend more time with Chad and get to know him better (a lot better, but that's a whole other story). And Haku seems to be going through a weird patch, so I'd love to just sit down and talk with him. Yachiru seems like so much fun, and Lee's a sweetheart, and Hinata could stand to loosen up and party more often. And I keep somehow meeting new people on-line, and they seem to be fairly interesting. So... why not? I don't always have to be the super-busy, responsible, yet weirdly-bubbly girl in the group.
Ugh. Much as I'd like to change, the only way that's going to happen is if someone were to break into my dorm and force me to chill out. And if something like that happened, I'd probably be more freaked out than receptive.
((OOC: She totally thinks she set this to private but completely forgot to do so before posting it. So feel free to comment/reference/whatever. XD))