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a-d-i-o-s
todo se vuelve tan dificil, tan complicado. En el momento siento que me desintegro, que no puedo mas, que muero por dentro...y tras una noche de indescriptible soledad y de tenebroso insomnio ...llega la manana y me sorprendo yo misma...y siento que puedo con un dia mas, que soy mas fuerte que mis emociones y deseos idealizados... que falacias...
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lo que quiero y no quiero
UN SALUDO: a mi amigocho Lalo Mora \m/ rock&roll \m/ quien, como cosa hecha adrede, siempre se aparece cuando mas necesito a alguien pa'cotorrear.
Hoy fue un dia dificil.....tedioso. No quiero recapitularlo.
Tengo tantas cosas que hacer, y cero ganas de hacerlas.
Tengo un inmenso vacio lleno de soledad; soledad que alimenta mi espiritu; soledad que ( Read more... ) -
all over the place on day three
3 is today's number.
Today is a better day, with a greater number, and yet, it doesn't feel like it. I'm "out of it" and I can't "snap out of it". I feel forgetful. I have no knowlegde of anything.
You're a walking contradiction, the guy says. You're a challenge, the guy says. You'd be an interesting girlfriend, the guy says.
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a day at a time
A certain someone told me that it only takes two weeks. After that, it all goes much more smoothly.
I've posted this here before more times than I'd like to admit ... but now, it feels sort of different: my will power seems stronger than it has been in the last couple of years; now, it really must be different; i feel different; i want different; i ( Read more... ) -
It's a Cold night
[this I posted yesterday but I accidentally erased it but was some how able to recover the content. So I'm posting it now, again.]
Haven't been here in a while. I've been so tired and exhausted; so happy and excited; so confused and nostalgic.....eww I hate that last one. It's a falacy.
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Guys just don't get it.
I was watching TV just a while ago. During commercials I usually turn to my laptop and take care of other business until the show is back on. I overheard one of those matching sites being advertise but wasn't really paying attention to it until I overheard this guy saying "It really does everything for you".
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Barcelona The Enchanting
I seemed to have left something in Barcelona. If only I'd know what. I sometimes think I left a piece of my heart and soon shook the idea off: I left my heart in Texas. What then? It ought to be more than just memories and collages of recolections. It ought to be something else for I have a decaying memory. But what? Was it part of my soul?
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