Ok, so the guy I like (who want's nothing to do with me) is Noah. I figure there is no reason to keep it a secret if he is never going to ask me out. I don't get it...why is it that no guy ever is interested in me unless it is someone that I wouldn't date even if he were the last person on earth. I hate being alone all the time. I see all the ( Read more... )

I can't help it, I'm just a hopless romantic that is also very lonely. If only the guy I like would consider giving me a chance...But I don't seem to have much luck with the guys. The show starts up again tomorrow and I'm a little afriad of what is going to happen with the whole situation. I've had a lot of bad experiences in the past with boys so ( Read more... )

Electronics can be sooo frustrating!! When I think I'm getting the hang of things stuff starts happening. For starters It keeps shutting off on me and for a while y IM wouldn't work, but now everything seems to be working ok. Well this isn't that bad, things like this happen to everyone and I have a brand new gateway computer so it's not the ( Read more... )

We don't have another show until Thursday and I'm really bored sitting here. I hate the fact that when a show is done with it's dead. I wish we could bring it back because of popular demand but people graduate and move on. I had a fun time talking to Dano and Kim online today. I'm still talking to Kim :). Anyways I was talking to her about the guy ( Read more... )

I just got asked out by some dude over the web.Haha. Thats a little crazy. Well I guess he thinks I'm his girlfriend now and he lives in WA, but it did make me feel a little better than I did. If he was telling the truth then he seems like a really nice guy. He also wasn't asking all those perverted questions that guys on the net ask. Thats a plus ( Read more... )

Why is it that I can't get any guy to be interested in me unless he's a complete ass??? I hate always being alone and this year I'm going to miss out on prom because the theme is going to be something to do with couples and I don't have a date. I must be the biggest looser on the planet. I don't understand. I get compliments on my looks and ( Read more... )

I am talking to my friend Sam on the phone right now. Life as a show girl is stressful and it is also fun. I sleep a few hours in between shows and cram in home work whenever I can, most of the time I just sleep or party with my friends. Like the cast party last night. I don't know why I love having my life sooo hectic but I love performing. But I ( Read more... )

I've been so busy lately that I havn't been able to get a chance to write in this lately. The show opened on wed. of this week and it was soo much fun. We still have a week of shows and I'm sad because I'm having soooo much fun. Not to mention there is a really hot guy in the show that I like. The only thing is that he doesn't pay any attention to ( Read more... )

Today Sam left to go visit a college so I'm all alone...not really I have other friends, but she's my only best friend that still lives near me... until the end of the year. Well I stayed home from church today because of a sprained ancle. It is getting better and I'm going to force myself to make it through because 42nd street opens this week. ( Read more... )

Yesturday was soooo much fun!!! After rehearsal most of the cast went to Soupplantation and had a lot of fun. We talked and caused a little bit of trouble. But we all had a great time. I didn't eat that much for what I payd for but it was okay. Then we were supposed to go see Dawn of the Dead but we never did. Then when we were leaving Sami picked ( Read more... )