God, i feel so sick. waiting for tonight and tomorrow. nervous as hell and to top it all off you try being half way nice and just tell someone what you heard and it get thrown back to your face like you did something wrong. my b, didnt know that people could be so mean and hurt you when you are most down ( Read more... )

so at calebs car crash and lauren had a great idea to get spray paint and write on the pillar. that was probably the highlight of my day. lauren and i were standing at his site and some older woman came up to lauren and i and without any warning she hugged use both so tightly, but it was the best hug i think i have ever had. it turns out that the ( Read more... )

its amazing how one minute you're fine and then next minute you get the most horrible new in the world. and it hurts because i've grown up with him and it hurts to realize that when they are gone is when you love them the most.

Caleb Bourgeois died last night 5/22/05 in a single-car car crash. he will be loved and remembered.

RIP.i love you, ( Read more... )

i love old navy.

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you two are like a hand and glove. You're like wings and a dove. You're like .... well, you get the idea. You go great together!

my horoscope.♥

i have that sick to your stomach feeling with no food in my stomach..

mmmmmmmmm yumm.

its been a year since my grandpa died. i guess thats why i have had butterflies in my stomach all day. god its felt like only a month ago since he's been gone and you have to think about it for a minute to realize that yes he is gone. there has been a lot of stuff happening and i feel like i have been so selfish not to think about him. and i feel ( Read more... )

suzannes mom needs to behave.

happy cinco de mayo.

05-05-05!!

oooo weeirrrdd.

its only been about 4 months almost 5 and i can honestly say i am happy. not just like happy happy, but happy as in i never want to leave his side, and is it bad that i dont see a problem in that? ben is such a shy person and he is so open with me. he shows me a person that not everyone gets to see. how do i know that? he tells me. i love that kid ( Read more... )