retrospect

[a_sky_unclear]

Ever felt time was more like this prism... And you wish you could bend light at certain angles to distort the different reflections you have now in front of you. Rearrange everything enough until you like what is staring back at you

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Hey

[mornaugontrix]

Sissy,
Whats up? He is probably just playing you? If you mean he by Josh of course. I really don't know what is going on in his head. He tells me one thing and tells you the next. I would get out of that relationship before it gets any worse. He will just leave eventually when the opportunity presents itself. I know I've been telling you to get out. But these are just suggestions from your brother...you can do what you want with it. Miss you

Re: Hey

[a_sky_unclear]

*blink* Now I'm confused again... I thought you said he does talk about me, and truly love me... why would he be playing me. What's in it for him to do that... I mean what does he tell you that he tells me differently. *sigh* Just when I think I have stuff figured out... But I'm not confused about loving him, I really do. And worse comes to worse, I would still be his friend, bc I still want to be there for him and see him happy, even if he can't be like that w me... And I'm not so sure about the leaving part bc that oppurtunity did rise, he could've used this as get out of jail card, broke it off w me, guilt free, come out looking like a good guy, and he didn't... Anyways, please write me back ,actually email when you get a chance! I miss you too brothy!! You're the awesome older brother I've always wanted!! *xoxoxoxo*

Re: Hey

[mornaugontrix]

I think he wants everyone to feel sorry for him. Right now you are pretty much the only female in JAX that pays him attention. He does talk about you but with him I figure it is when he wants something. Just be careful sissy. He may be playing innocent but not even I am sure what his true motivations are. I need your e-mail...or e-mail me at jcarbiener1@taylor.navy.mil. Trying to understand Josh's real motives is hard to do. Not even he tells me everything. Just be careful. Don't get to deeply envolved anymore. When he comes back and wants to see you, make him start over new. Pretty much being gone for these six months has started him off at the beginning when you two first met. Take it slower this time. That way you know for sure. Miss you sissy!