ha ha

quote of the night: "... are you stoned?"
My eyes are stupidly bloodshot tonight and earlier this evening. I told the girl I was not stoned and it was because I was crying a lot earlier. She felt bad for me.
I have cuts and cracks on my hands from it being so cold and dry outside and I got film developer inside of them and it hurt so so

Ok I don't really hate you for this
but I am upset

and

I still don't want to wake up in the morning.

Uuuhhgj I have the biggest crush ever on a boyy, ever. Ever ever!

Tonight was neat because I removed my sculpture project from the gallery in the art school and I was walking down the hallway to put it away and I passed two boys older than I who also go to the art school and one of the boys said Hey! I really liked your sculpture you did a really good job and the other agreed. That made me feel good and now it is ( Read more... )

Yaaa I went to Cirque du Soleil tonight with my mom and dad! It was great and grand and magical. I was so jealous of everyone's abilities and it made me wish I was in the circus. My dad was totally lovin' it, it was he and my mom's second time seeing it, and he laughed at all kinds of things and ooed and awed, it was so cute. He bought mom and I ( Read more... )

Wow.
What a bad night I had last night. I didn't realize I'd care this much. Or cry.
I'm so confused.
I'm so tired
and discombabulated.
fuck off uconn now I need to figure my self out

Today was a curious day. I love riding my bicycle in the sun and thinking about bees. I bought a bunch of new design programs for my computer at the co-op on campus today and spent a ton of money on them and was so very excited to put them on my computer and work with Illustrator when I got home, because we've been learning about how to make ( Read more... )

Anyways,
mom and dad were going to take me to see Cirque du Soleil but I don't think there are any good seats left. Or I can't figure out what kind of seating there is.

UPDATE!
Dad just called and said he got good tickets!

God I can't fucking wait to leave

It was incredible!!! The sky outside a clear grey, you could tell it was cool just by looking at it. I stood at the mirror and Young played and I felt fall and great and remembered when I was young and walked around town after listening to Young in the store my mom worked in.
BRING ME BACK !