note to self:
don't look at old emails.
p.s. why do you miss someone who hurt you so much and so often?

reply:
i don't know. but i do know that it's weird just over a year ago things were ok. i think i also know that the degree of this break is all on me.

today is monday ( Read more... )

it struck me again today, it hasn't for a while. well, not since dia mentioned it months ago ( Read more... )

watching this movie with kristin was strange. our understanding, perception of and reactions to everything taht happened in the movie were totally opposite ( Read more... )

i could get annoyed at all the people who didn't really know her and didn't have anything to say until they got the schoolwide email. but then i guess the people who were much closer than me could get mad that i am affected. it's all dumb. mostly i'm upset to see in bold on my friends list the very thing i've just accomplished forgetting to a ( Read more... )

i woke up and thought, did i dream that? maybe it's not real.
but i wasn't dreaming after all.

I remember brooklyn, walking around in the freezing cold. you didn't know how innocent i was, how naive and intimidated. or maybe you did, but it didn't matter. you treated me like everything was cool, and so it was ( Read more... )

a recent discovery ( Read more... )

i read a book through all of class yesterday. usually i try to be courteous and only read a little bit so i can listen as well. yesterday, i was starting a new book, and i read about 60 pages of it. good book. bad class ( Read more... )

I had this strange urge to delete my entire friends list. so i came over here, where i already did that ( Read more... )