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My heart is racing, my eyes are teary, my stomache is in knots, my face is flushed.
This month has been unreal.
I was just making wedding plans, buying a house, and my life was perfect.
Suddenly thats gone, and you act like we never had any thing.
We have a family. We were a family.

And death strikes again. It's so unfair. She didn't deserve that. So ( Read more... )

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I love that baby boy sleeping on my bed right now so much.

he is my world. 

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oh i just love him to death.

<3

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oh my.

in 11 hours and 34 minutes i will be induced and on my way to having a baby.

it will also be steve's birthday.

god i'm excited.

so freaking excited.

oh boy.

very good chance i'll be having this baby monday.

i can't wait. this is going to be the longest 4 days ever.