Dear Livejournal,

Today,

my world came crashing down.

Sincerely,
Meri.

P.S.-
Dear Everybody,
or whoever's listening,
I think i'm gonna do me in this time.
This is all overrated,
waiting on my room again,
This is the end of my so-called life.

Hi guys!I have a newsflash.

THE NOTEBOOK, THE MOVIE BASED UPON THE NOVEL BY NICHOLAS SPARKS, IS ONE OF THE WORST FILMS EVER FUCKING MADE.

Get used to it.

If you were fucking inspired by that movie, or even shed a tear, seriously get a fucking life.

Not only did it have poor acting, but all of the moments that should have been prolonged and ( Read more... )

Why can I NEVER be happy for a prolonged amount of time?

Sometimes I wonder if I will EVER get over this.
This is a gay kelly clarkson song, but describes how I feel.

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go ( Read more... )

So let me just explain to you what my last phone conversation with Phil consisted of ( Read more... )

Jess is really pissing me off. We used to be best friends. She calls me and says how i'm ALWAYS with my camp friends, and i never hang out with her anymore and she always feels so left out ( Read more... )

Haven't written here in a few weeks, but for anyone who doesn't know.

Everything has changed.

For anyone who doesn't know, i'm staying in howell.

yessir.

My sweet 16 is a month from today XD.

My dress is gorgeous. at least i think so.

I wrote a poem.

it will be here soon.

I need someone to hold ( Read more... )

wow.scratch whatever i just said in my last entry.

i love his smile.
and his laugh.
and his eyes.
and his hair.
maybe he can save me.

maybe for the first time in 2 years someone can wake me up from this nightmare more commonly known as phil.

Every time I listen to a song that i listened to over the summer, or smell something i would smell all summer or walk outside and look at something such as leaves or something.
I get a really weird feeling.
It's like... for one second, and one second only I can remember EXACTLY how I felt back then. Right down to the way things smelled, to my very ( Read more... )