So yeah, I decided to go ahead and update this damn thing. I'd almost forgot about it now that I have my personal journal that I write in every night. But hey, what the hell ( Read more... )

Not a whole lot new stuff going on...got a little upset last night at jason. Heard of some stuff he was saying to some friends of his and we talked about a lot of stuff last night. It ended up oh kay i guess. I told him that I was going to let him have a couple of days away from me and he told me that he didn't want me to go so of course I ended up ( Read more... )

I have decided after much deliberation that I hate new years. Don't get me wrong...i love being with all my friends and ringing in the new year with sweet kisses from my baby...but there's something about the days afterward that just get to me. the start of something new just draws attention to all the things that i failed in the year past. it ( Read more... )

I was sitting at work today, contemplating my life and my future, not uncommon for me with the new year and all, when some movement caught the corner of my eye. I jerked up just in time to see the small head, focused eyes, perked nose and twisted grin of a small child slam into the glass outside of the booth. I caught myself from laughing as the ( Read more... )

I just remembered why I love christmas time ( Read more... )

God is love
Love is blind
Stevie Wonder is blind
Stevie Wonder must be God

Then, if by that same token...
I was once told I'm nobody
Nobody is perfect.
Then, I must be perfect.
But, only God is perfect.
If Stevie Wonder is God,
Then I must be Stevie Wonder
Therefore I am blind.

I really need to go pee.

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so jason surprised the crap out of me yesterday morning. we were sitting in the lounge at the hotel when he said that he had to do the runs around the halls. well i didn't want to sit there by myself so i asked if i could come too ( Read more... )

so jason's been really good to me the past few days. not sure why, probably just because he feels like it. just not used to him acting that way, but i guess i should be gratefull and take advantage of this ( Read more... )

Well...I moved out, now I'm moving back in ( Read more... )