its been a month already. it definately dos'nt feel like it. i can still smell the yesterdays & the whole "time will heal" thing... it is'nt true. not for me anyway.


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today.....i had to work a double. on my break i realized my car had been broken into...in the fucking parking garage. everything i had is gone now.

-my FUCKING WEED!
-switchblade
-bowl
-glasses
-contact case
-all my makeup
-my fucking lunch.
-lisence,registration,insurace card...
-and anthonys fucking mass card & dreadlock.

im in hell.

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everyone knows what my year was like this year. lets not pretend, we all know each others business... so my resolution is, to have some fucking fun & live. i dont have any regrets. i dont have anything to compare the next year to, life goes on, people change, nothing can ever stay the same ( Read more... )

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So, it's been a week since Anthony passed away. A week of weeping & roses. Walking into his room without him being in there, friends staying at the house, me staying at dan's house... constant insainty. Today was Christmas. I was supposed to be happy on such a day, but since I already hate the holiday, even my presents could'nt really bring my mood ( Read more... )

It was a rainy day, a very rainy & shitty day. One of those days that I don't like to drive much in because of the rain ( Read more... )