Why am I in so much pain?

I want this pain to stop..

I am nauseous and I was not even drinking last night.  Awesome.

The most important handshake of my life occurred at around 11PM tonight.

And now I am too excited to sleep.

I am in love with another boy.. err make that two other boys.

And I know that with Syed in my life, it could cause problems.. so I cannot really act on my love for the others.

I have been seeing them every week when I go to treehouseanimals.org shelter to volunteer, and I think I am going to go back tomorrow to see them too, even though I ( Read more... )

This is long, but I felt the need to post this. I just recently came across this and I think it makes so much sense..

( The Spoon Theory )

This is silly, but.. I'm addicted to etsy.  And I keep stumbling upon all these gorgeous earrings. And it makes my ears sad.  Whenever I go out, I seem to see girls with beautiful earrings, and again, my sad little lobes speak to me.

I feel like I've been through this enough times to know better, but I still want to repierce them, in hopes that ( Read more... )

I've decided to change things up a little bit.  I have the time to do it now.. so why not freshen up a little bit?

Oh, and yeah, sorry stalkers, but from here on out, I'm going friends only.. unless I have some reason to be public.   

Today was LB's first day at NIU, and he couldn't find his class, so after asking around and getting nowhere, he went home. Poor Little Boy.  I think he is missing home too.. even though he only moved out on Saturday.

I think because of stress and just general craziness of last summer, I noticed my skin has been very blah.  I had been wanting to ( Read more... )

Hopefully, in less than a week, I will be in Seattle.

The death watch has begun (yes, seriously).

Eyes to the skies.

No me gusta this part. 

My boyfriend makes me want to read more books (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7bgU6wvVHkQ). 

 At first I wasn't quite sure what to do with myself.. but now, after a few weeks of basically being a bum, I've fallen into something of a routine.  I am quite comfortable with it, and on some level, even happy about it.

I've been doing way more of the following than I usual do:

sleeping
eating
flossing
going to the library
fucking around online
talking ( Read more... )