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[a_type_lonley]

at this point it's just a mish mash of concentrated issues .. as much as i wanted to stay in my happy mood i got myself into :) ... i came back to one thing. I guess part of my issue is i have people pulling each arm right now, i have people going "Come on justin! YOU CAN DO IT! ... You can get the strength you can pull yourself up and do this." i

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[redrabbitaf]

it's complicated, isn't it? you were very right about the mental transition. you need to mentally transition before you ever can physically. and you need to not worry about other people finding out or being hard on you, because the ones that will matter most to you in life will accept you in their own time. it's hard though because you still need support, and it's an unhappy balance trying to support others concerning your transition; it's really everyone's transition, because it affects so many individuals... i promised my mother i'd walk across the stage may 8th for my college graduation sporting longer hair and girlier clothes (even though i get my first shot feb 14- v day, it's so romantic, yeah?). she kept saying, "can't you just do this one thing for me?" and it's hard to say, "no, can't you see i've been living my whole life up until this point just for you, and now it's my turn to be me." um... maybe i read too much into your post. i just wanted to say, yeah, i get it.

[a_type_lonley]

Yea i get what you mean. My mom's always bugging me to dress more girly. Even without knowing about things.

... i'm almost there mentally it's just my massive mansion sized closet.