Its really weird the things that have changed since high school. People I thought I could never live with out, they're fine without me, and I'm...mostly fine without them. And the people that I thought were stupid idiots..they arent so bad. On saturday I went to a kind of party thing, and it was lot of fun. I found out that I suck at drinking games ( Read more... )

So. Taking Back Sunday. What a fucking awesome concert. Oh my god. I didnt get kicked out, I didnt get trampled, I didnt cry. It was awesome, it was great. My ears are ringing and I have a pounding headache, but it was so worth it. So now I'm going to bed, and tomorrow I might write more. Just be wicked jealous that you didnt get to see them.

Well, it's been almost a year to the moment ( Read more... )

Fuck my life.

I forgot to add this yesterday. Last week when Shanon was home, we were going to go bowling. We met up with Farmer John at Price Chopper cuz I needed to get money from the ATM right next to the store. We went to the bowling alley in Oswego, but it was full, so we drove to the one in Fulton. Me and Richard in my car, Shanon and John in his truck. ( Read more... )

Ok, so I dont even remember the last time I wrote a real entry. But here are the highlights in my life ( Read more... )

I feel trapped in my own little world with no way out. I hate talking to you because then I realize how much I'm missing and how much I've slowed down while the world is just speeding up. I cant escape, I just sit here and eat and cry and cut and dream and wish. Nothing I do will change anything. I want to drive away and not come back but I dont ( Read more... )

So once again my laptop is sick. If you wanna talk to me, call the cell. Cuz that works now...

Update.

I hate my life.
I hate my job.
Classes started today, I was 400 miles away from them.
Because I never told them I was coming back.

So yea. Anyway....my life blows but my roadtest is in like, 10 days. Again.

Call me if you wanna talk to me.

The caption on my tv got distracted by Mariah Carey's ass.

So you might have heard that I've been sick. About....a little over a week ago, I got sick at work so they sent me home early. I called in the next day(thursday), then went to work the day after (friday.) Then I had two says off (weekend.) I went to work monday, got sick monday night around 5:30, then called in on tueday. Tuesday was spent in the ( Read more... )