at the stroke of 5 the clock will stop ( Read more... )

happy new year! i don't update this thing at all. i just wanted everyone to know my goal this year (resolution if you will) is to avoid relationships. i think it's a wonderful idea. i'm terrible with relationships. i really really am. i get involved with too many boys i don't like enough and they like me a lot and then it never lasts more than a ( Read more... )

Your 2005 Song Is
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life right now is nuts. i'm alive... sorta. if you care or know me you can give me a call/text message me. something. no computer or internet for a while for me. blah.

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call me if you wanna. i'm always down for text messaging too.

for everyone who knows me, i miss you.

love always,
niki

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT ( Read more... )

let's get those teen hearts beating faster faster...

blah fuckity blah blah fuck. that's how i feel. i feel like my world is falling apart but at the same time i think everything will work out if i just let it be. i'm quitting savers. the place that has been my home/family since june of 2004. don't ask me why, because i don't fucking know anymore. i don't know anything. don't get the wrong impression ( Read more... )

× • B A S I C S ( Read more... )

dear motivation,

please come back.

I HATE THIS. I DON'T WANT TO DEAL WITH ANYTHING RIGHT NOW. I DONT WANT TO DEAL WITH YOU, I DON'T WANT TO DEAL WITH HER OR HIM OR ME. I JUST WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE BUT AT THE SAME TIME I'M YEARNING FOR COMPANY. I DONT KNOW WHAT I WANT/NEED. I NEED TO STOP HAVING NEAR NERVOUS BREAK DOWNS. i'm tired of being used, you aren't going to use me anymore. i ( Read more... )