Apr 30, 2006 23:34
She just doesn't get it does she?
she needs to stop playing with my emotions like that
I mean hell yeah I like her
but really?
why does she do that?
the master of my mind
the mistress of my desires?
why play me like that?
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it's easy for you to say because you can't feel the shit that runs through me every day
it's not like I want to be depressed
I'm screwed up I don't want to be but I am
and I am not going to try to cover it up
I am what I am
I can't live a lie anymore
I'm good at being nothing and I can't get a reason to change until someone notices that I am actually worth thier time
soon I will not be a bother to you mom or dad
because soon I will be out of here
on my own
and hopefully with someone that truely appears to care for me in spite of all of my imperfections
and I can't tell you because it's not important to you
because there is only so much that family can do for me
I don't hate myself
I just can't do anything to change while I am still stuck here without a way to prove that I am good at anything else
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it just makes me mad because you have no reason to be this depressed all the time.....why? is what i want to know....why are you so depressed all the time???
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