I wonder if changes in ones own physical condition make one more available to different presences. Well, halfway thru typing that, it seems obvious. I wish you didnt have to work so much.
It was very nice to see you, however briefly the other day. Thanks alot for helping me out.
aa, i ordered your negative thoughts book off amazon.com and noticed your appended correction to their review! ha!
i've been thinking a lot lately about life as energy and being alive as a conscious recognition of our existance in a physical form of that manifested energy. i've been thinking about the possibility that when our physical bodies die, that perhaps our energy shoots out into the universe in bursts of waves. i know its oh so new agey but it's an interesting visual.. all of these waves bouncing back and forth constantly. perhaps knowing that energy in the past brings back a memory or changes your own as it passes by.
i think i've been thinking more about it lately is because i've been having death dreams.. a signifier that i'm worried about dying and mortality and aging and coming to grips with it.
dream or mem ory?tramp_o_lineFebruary 8 2006, 20:38:22 UTC
i think that as a little kid i once snuck up to the top floor of the collonade on bloor st. and took a look around on someones terrace. i think my little brother was with me. i remember some plants and a brightly colured wall maybe, with a geometric shape on it? i recall at least two very nice, placid, tall lanky men catching me, but they were only amused... I remember that their bodies were tall and thin, and they were pleasantly suprised and not angry. Understand that for a small child whose main exposure to an adult male figure was of an entirely different shape and temperment, this was sort of strange and magical. This would have been mid to late 1970s, we lived there until 1978. Was this a dream, or was this your house?
This is something I have been thinking about a lot recently as well . Due to, for me, the happenstance and vagaries of treasuring older lovers. Ta for posting.
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I wonder if changes in ones own physical condition make one more available to different presences. Well, halfway thru typing that, it seems obvious.
I wish you didnt have to work so much.
It was very nice to see you, however briefly the other day.
Thanks alot for helping me out.
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i've been thinking a lot lately about life as energy and being alive as a conscious recognition of our existance in a physical form of that manifested energy. i've been thinking about the possibility that when our physical bodies die, that perhaps our energy shoots out into the universe in bursts of waves. i know its oh so new agey but it's an interesting visual.. all of these waves bouncing back and forth constantly. perhaps knowing that energy in the past brings back a memory or changes your own as it passes by.
i think i've been thinking more about it lately is because i've been having death dreams.. a signifier that i'm worried about dying and mortality and aging and coming to grips with it.
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Ta for posting.
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