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i spend my time reading liner notes and searching the internet for the original compositions on which some songs i like are based (or original versions of covers i like - though is it still called a cover when it's an instrumental piece (not song, but piece!)?). i'm such a bore. frequently scouring music blogs for something different i might like ( Read more... )

i really don't think i ever want to visit my family again.

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i am lazy and stupid. stupzy.


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why is everybody in my family a fucking drunken drug addict? i couldn't tolerate living there, i don't even like visiting. i know i'm not a good person, but at least i don't spend the night in jail leaving my four year old daughters wondering where mommy is. for fuck's sake.

i'm a fucking asshole and will forever be a fucking asshole.

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