a stark realization

[aafajoshua]

It's become increasingly clear to me recentley that my codependance on flesh, friends and love is tearing me apart slowly. Untill now i've been absolutley terrified of self reflection and spending time in my own company. As the days of being single lengthen im realising this is how it's supposed to be. I'm unmanageble, uncompromising and

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Hmm

[gjtbone]

I don't know what to say but I feel like I should say something. Personally, I am an ass, you may be one too. However, if you can be strong enough to become self-dependant you are better than me. I try to think that I am different in a way that is different from how all other people are different, but maybe I am not you know? I have said the word "I" eight times already, nine if you count the last one. Nothing revolves around me. Do you feel like someone owes you something?