I am burning from the inside ( Read more... )

"I've had a knack from way back, of breaking the rules once I learn the game ( Read more... )

Today has been kind to me. It didn't have to be, but it was. I built myself right up for disappointment, so I can't really feign shock that I was too prepared to have when I found myself, well, disappointed. But I find I've got some people looking out for me, looking up at me. Thanks for the poem, Scott ( Read more... )

"What bugs me,
is that you believe what you're saying.
What bothers me,
is that you don't know how you feel.
What scares me,
is that while you're telling me stories
you actually
believe that they are real..."

I feel alive. I’m on MSN just at this moment, but I don’t honestly want to talk to anyone, for fear of dulling this miraculous sensation. I feel right - I know it’s not a lasting feeling, but just at this specific moment in time I feel as if I’ve got something figured out. I don’t, not really, but the pretence is comforting ( Read more... )

From : Taya Hildebrand

Sent : December 17, 2005 8:48:08 PM
To : adam.b@hotmail.com, thedarknessisconsuming@hotmail.com, potatoes@hotmail.com, abstract_equilibria@hotmail.com, lildevil_909@hotmail.com
Subject : who invited you? Legend has it that many many years ago somewhere near where currently there stands a house at 720 16th ( Read more... )

From : Sam D
Sent : December 22, 2005 2:09:26 AM
To : abstract_equilibria@hotmail.com, potatoes@hotmail.com, afay@telus.net, cow_king_69@hotmail.com, orange_wing@hotmail.com, chipmunk4@hotmail.com, passeyjosh@hotmail.com, verymanysmileyfaces@hotmail.com, megan_540@hotmail.com, prettyblueeyes164@hotmail.com, sf_tdl@hotmail.com, ( Read more... )

Kim - "Frankly, I think you'd be better off with a fembot."
Austin - "Frankly I think we'd all be better off with a fembot."

Meagan to Greg - "You have a warm hand, and you deserve it."

Meagan to pretty much everyone - "We shouldn't be sad. Except for Kim. She lost her boyfriend. She should be sad."

Meagan - "What’s his uncle’s name?"
Kim - " ( Read more... )

I'm kind of tired of my words. My words, my thoughts, my peoms, my songs. Luckily I have Mike around to tell me what it is I should (both philosophically and theoretically) be doing and feeling, and Meagan to...uhm...not comprehend, I guess ( Read more... )

Do we really become our parents? I ask only because I’m feeling particularly insane today, and I figure…genetics is a pretty reliable scapegoat, right ( Read more... )