Ok, so that god damned hurricane came by like 3 days ago and knocked out almost all the power in god damned virginia... It blew over all the trees in my nieghborhood... but none of them hit my house... just you know took down all the power cables... so I've had no power for about three days, and rumor has it I might not get it back for another week ( Read more... )

You make your little hints about wanting to get back together... and I wanted nothing more than to hear you say those words... and you said them, and I felt nothing. I've listened to logic so long, I forgot how to listen to my feelings. There's no way it could ever work again... it never di before for that matter. I don't know you anymore... and ( Read more... )

So, I waited everyday for nine months for you to talk to me again... and now you try and talk to me everyday or so.. with much resistance on my behalf... nine months and you've come back and it's everything I had hoped for ( Read more... )

My dependence made me stay, Now I'm tired and afraid ( Read more... )

The more I talk to her, the more I don't know her ( Read more... )

You know how like when you leave something like kool-aid sit for so long... it kinda seperates from the water, and all the sugar and flavor sink to the bottom... That's sorta what happened to me... I left myself alone for so long... and I just became bitter like the water... the flavor was there but it wasn't strong... so you take a spoon, and you ( Read more... )

Between the Neverending Story... and you, I dunno which is keeping me more from sleep.

She emailed me... sorta.... she left me something in her journal... I don't know why I even checked it... maybe cause she popped up on my buddy list last night... I haven't talked to her since like June... I haven't even seen her on... figured she was just hiding from me... which is understandable... I'm a cretin ( Read more... )

Ok... so... I haven't had a decent nites sleep since about oh lets say last Friday... before we left to Richmond... I just can't do it... I try to fall asleep around 6am and I end up waking up around 8 or 9... I'm going to die and it'll be awesome ( Read more... )

I can't remember where I first heard this band, yes I do... I heard two of their songs on the "Punk Is Your Friend" Sampler... but I bought this god damned cd at the warped tour... and now I listen to it all the god damned time... I hate it when this happens... it's 3 o clock, and I'm tired but I can't sleep ( Read more... )