"i don't believe in beautiful people and they don't believe in me; i wonder what it's like to be in between..." -kevin divine ( Read more... )

so tonight, nothing crazy, just really nice .. really reassuring ( Read more... )

i misss you .....

and you ....
and you, tooo .....

(forgive the short and pointless posts)

today,
I
I
I
I felt like myself again ...

hip hip tip tip
hurraaaaaaay

ok, so i've been very selfish lately .. self centered .. i've thought too much about me .. and about how all these changes are affecting ME .. and about ME ME me me ...... i need to stop this. there are other things in the world ( Read more... )

so here i am ( Read more... )

i am a very lucky girl ( Read more... )

recently, ive learned some incredibly enlightning things ( Read more... )

last night i dreamt about susan lucci salsa dancing with a frank sinatra look alike, who was really the waiter from soyka.
and my mom was salsa -ing too.
only it looked more like the dancing from footloose.
and everyone there had the face of someone else.
but they were themselves, only they didn't look like it .......

i never understood the whole "my boyfriend and i need to break up because we're going to different colleges" thing.
but now i do, because its comparable (<-- i think i'm making up words) to friendships ( Read more... )