i dont know what you did, but you got me to fall for you

[aareject4evr666]

Alright, so this is basically gonna be one big rant, and it's just stuff that I wrote awhile ago, that I'm copying onto my computer now.It's from like, the end of January,until now, and I guess I'll just keep adding more or whatever. So, here it is. You don't have to read it if you don't want to. Alot of it probably won't make sense to anyone

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[notbeth89]

im not suppose to be on the computer right now, but i promise ill read this all later.

[notbeth89]

i read it all, and stef...i know exactly how you feel. exactly. i've been thinking these same thoughts over and over again in my head since january, when i realised that i was in love with this girl i know. unfortunetly, she's in a relationship, with a guy i introduced her to, and i've never seen either of them happier. i spend all my time trying to impress her, listening to every word she says to me, taking it all in, and i feel its all for nothing. they've been going out for 3 months now, and ive decided the only thing for me to do is to sit around and play the waiting game. i thought about going after other girls, but then i realised it would just be a mask for all the feelings i have for the girl i love, and i dont want to hurt anyone the way im hurting now. i just dont know what to do with myself.

[notbeth89]

"people say that they care, but they don't really do a whole that makes me believe they do care. and i just wish that they would for once."

and that hits close to home for me.