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[aaron_orion]

man, im so confused, like dont get me wrong, before a day, a day were you were "confused" about who you wanna be with.I wasnt confused and ever since that day, i've been confused if it's you I belong with. I love you being around you, but I dont know if you is the person I belong to. I'm extremely confused now. because I think that even though you

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[kelsey121]

thats my ringtone ps

[the_one_n_only_]

okay.. yeah it was good seeing you today... i can and will definitely say that i do miss you, but i can't ever say i'll be with you again. and both of us know that. yeah the friend thing is cool. cuz i still, kinda feel comfortable, like just knowing your my friend that you still care. and i like that. after tonight seeing you with her. you seem happy to me. having those hickies on your neck and such. atleast YOUR having a good time. i still havent had enough guts to be with anyone else yet. i've talked to a couple people, but nothing has seem to come of it. its just not exactly the same if you know what i mean. but i think you've stepped your way, and Im beginning to step mine. we both know we can never make it together. atleast thats what im getting out of it, and it is true, that no matter who i have become or how i act. nobody else knows the real me but YOU. and anything i have become is maybe from confusion, or something else idk. but you can look at me, and look deep down, and know who i REALLY am, and i can do the same to you,

[the_one_n_only_]

oh yeah.. love is NEVER to be questioned, if love is questioned... sorry but it isnt love. "lust" is the word. or maybe "infatuation"

excuse me

[xxxb0mbshellxxx]

okae A. i wasn't gunna bitch at all until u had to go and make a stupid comment like that. it wasn't necessary. i dont go around bitchin & complaining about everything someone says or does.

B. i do love aaron // n he does love me // we care deeply about eachother BUTyeah he does still care about u & have love 4 u obviously thats normaly just like how i still care & love ryan but the type of love // care changes after a while.

C. i'd do anything in the world for aaron // i just needed closure on me and ryans relationship (which we never had) but now that we had a talk about everything that went wrong and what happened and said our apologies n stuff we're just friends and i can completely move on. i had moved on before b/c me n ryan weren't talking for 6 months it was so much easier to move on but then he came back tellin me how sorry he was n all this kinda stuff n it did make feelings come back but then i think about how happy i've been & i'm just as happy w/ aaron as i was with ryan IF NOT MORE D. nothing ever really can

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[aaron_orion]

I do love Nikki, and I do love you, but its hard to say what I mean, Jessica Im not gunna lie I dont see us together forever, after your shit, I dont know why, and I told you that last night, but I just dont see it. and as far as Nikki, I dont know, I see you now and I see someone else, and thats someone dont wanna be with is That person. and what me and Nikki had was a love, not love, but i wanted her to be friends with all my friends. and she wouldnt or couldnt. so I know what she said up there was un needed please dont start this shit. cuz I wont be around for it

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[the_one_n_only_]

breaking up isnt and wasn't questioning our love, because we ALWAYS said we loved each other, there was just some things we couldnt put up wiht. i coudltn be friends with all his friends and i know that, some of them just pissed me off, when i was around them i wouldnt say anything but when i wasnt id talk shit and aaron would here, which he was like i cant deal with this, i do love you but i cant be with someone who talks ahit about my friends, which equals why we arent together anymore. and to me no love can compare to your first love, and the second time around i dont think would even compare. i know what your doing im a girl too, so i really know how you feel. it could maybe be just one of thouse oh he says he loves me and thinks im pretty so im gunna stay with him cuz he makes me feel better, but if i recall correctly i remember you talking shit about him when me and him were together telling me i didnt need that and i could do better. and shit like that. i know. and i know how girls feel. ive been there. sorry hun. you cant lie

to u, aaron::

[xxxb0mbshellxxx]

hey darlin'
so when i read this earlier before the show i must say it made me cry ALOTYou kno i had that song downloaded & listened to it while reading it too / / & it really does fit "us" n our situation

[xforeverxpunkx]

Okay, so...Im friends with both Nikki and Jess, so I cant say Im partial to either side.

But what I think is the relationship between You and Nikki is over, and can probably never exist again because both of you are different now.

Now, You and Jess are in a relationship...and its still new, so you might not see a future yet, but I think you need to give it time to grow and your feelings could change. Its worth a shot because you are definitely happy right now.

[aaron_orion]

I am happy, but am not at the same time its hard to explain, I was happy, but Im not nearly as happy as I was. and I just cant see us 5 years from now, and I cant see us 20 years from now.