-didn't take it the wrong way so nananana boo booxxxb0mbshellxxxFebruary 13 2007, 21:13:18 UTC
so that some one who's gunna read this and take it the wrong way is me i'm not stupid. i kno you kno that i'm reading this right now as you saw it up on the screen before you and adam just went down to your grandmas... not gunna say that i'm taking it the wrong way, because i did just write the thing about ryan or what not but the difference is i mentioned our realtionship you fail to make any comments about that. everythings perfect when we're together but as soon as we're not do i even matter? that question has come up before in my head so don't think its because of "this" and you're right i'm not trying to be mean, but if u were friends yes that would cause big problems. b/c w/e ur "close" duh thats 3 years, i had 3 years w/ ryan too, but how would u feel if i didn't care if it caused problems and went and wanted n was willing to b his friend? you said it yourself if i was talking to him you'd get pissed n just kill him -- so tell me aaron is what you're saying far? and this is how it all started before isn't it. u probably saw
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see, but thats the thing, i dont want to cause problems, the whole entire mob always hated me, and danny and whoever else always managed to talk shit, i dont want to make jessica mad. I'm happy with matt and i know you are with jessica. you can just tell, its different with you two than it EVER was with us, you two seem better in the relationship status. and without me ever dating you, you WOULD be the same person you are today, because you dont let people change you, unlike me, who is retarded in that sense. just so you know, im pretty much back to how i used to be, i dont let things really bother me anymore, like the stupid things id get mad about. im always loud and talking, as i used to be haha, and quite a few people i know are voting for me for most talkative at flushing for the seniors haha. i know you'd atleast be proud to see me back to myself, instead of letting everyone change me like what had happened to me, especially over the summer. Matt actually supports the fact that i dont drink, and like on new years some people
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