Wow, it's been so fast and busy... Time flies by really really fast! And I'd like to just say Happy 2 Years to my beloved boyfriend <3 Honestly, it's been such a blur that it doesn't even feel like 2 years. I'm still stuck in our 6 months to one year time frame. There's really no difference... Makes me happy :) We've both matured in many ways, but ( Read more... )

After 2 years, you'd think someone would have matured in any way. In some way. To not hold grudges or to forget all the complications and predicaments of the past. But could you tell me one thing? Just one.

Why do you hate me so much?

Wow, this has got to be the worst Christmas break ever. I can't hold in all this anger any longer! I absolutely have no one to say this to, but I could care less of what they think.

Honestly, I've been ditched SO many times this break and I won't lie and say that it didn't hurt. I take the time and effort to be with my friends but if they call ( Read more... )

     Met new friends, loved ones drift away and memories are made. 2008 was like a lifeless dream and as always, every beginning to a new year slaps me in the face, paining me until it numbs, falling under its spell again.

Each year, I meet at least one person that will mean so much to me. And at the same time, I lose someone close to my heart ( Read more... )

So you sailed away into a grey sky morning. Now I'm here to stay. Love can be so boring.

Nothing's quite the same now. I just say your name now.

But it's not so bad. You're only the best I ever had. You don't want me back. You're just the best I ever had.

So you stole my world, now I'm just a phony. Remembering the girl boy leaves me down and lonely.

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That's not cool. This isn't cool.

http://www.yehey.com/entertainment/celebs/article.aspx?id=231366

I can't believe there's going to be a Filipino remake of Twilight. I'm already DYING inside because they're ruining it for me already :'(

Who thinks Robert Pattinson is ugly for Edward? Wanna see something even worse?!?!?http://img.perezhilton.com/wp- ( Read more... )

It happened once, it's probably going to happen again.
I'm probably jealous. Not of the situation, but of how it's taking away something so important to me. But on the bright side, I know I'm being selfish and self-critical, so I'm biting my tongue and trying to make the best out of it as much as I can.

Such a bad night, honestly. More than 1 thing happened to me that I do not enjoy/love/appreciate at all. Breakdown.

I promise myself... to never try my best to keep in touch, ignoring the fact that this has occurred before. Ignoring the fact and reality that, just months ago, I almost felt like giving up but I didn't because you are so important to me. This isn't the first time I've mentioned this. I still don't think I've understood the meaning of "Friends come ( Read more... )

Aw. I wish I had a "Jacob"  in my life.