So last night...I was hanging out with Amanda watching crack addicts on HBO. In complete contrast to the subject matter of what we were watching, I said something. I want to say it was something I shouldn't have said because it scared the crap out of me, but at the same time, it felt brave. It was a big leap. A jump off the highest bridge. ( Read more... )

I find it quite difficult to read past entries. From last year, so much has changed. From last October, so much has changed. Things are very differnt. For example, a few friends are gone, and some are back. I'm very happy about those changes. Weed out the bad. I do feel bad for missed time with someone named Jennifer Melear over stupid stuff ( Read more... )

I'm done with worrying about things I can't change ( Read more... )

Have you ever hated someone SO much that they aren't even worth your time nor effort? Because really, some people in this world have A LOT to learn. For instance, be true to your friends. Or stay true to your PRINCIPLES! I.E. BE STRAIGHT EDGE WHEN YOU CLAIM TO BE! Don't conform to fit someone else's idea of "ideal." Because when you sit down ( Read more... )

Ok people...here's the deal. I've been busy. Busy trying to find a job, busy with school, busy stressing over the previously mentioned, busy like a boy, busy putting up with a psycho, and busy being busy. So that's what's up. I'm sure everyone else can identify with this complex. So yeah. I found a job. At a law office (where I am now). I ( Read more... )

Do you ever find yourself awake at 3 am, when you are very tired? You have a billion things on your mind, and that damn thing is keeping you awake. It's completely pyschological, I'm sure of that. If I wanted to sleep, I'd lay down, close my eyes, and within a few minutes be in the restful slumber that I evidently need very much. But no. I'm ( Read more... )

It has surely been a while. I'm back in Jacksonville for Christmas, for all of you who didnt know that. But I think I'm going back to Tallahassee soon. It is time. Jacksonville just is not the place for me ( Read more... )

In one word, how do you explain life? In one single adjective. Let's see...mine would probably be CONFUSING! No, there isn't much going on right now that would make me like super crazy confused or anything. Things are going well. Actually...they are going quite well. And no, there isn't anything too exciting or new, just the same old stuff. ( Read more... )

So for the past few weeks, nothing new has been going on...just hanging out. But I do want to mention some people who I haven't mentioned in a while. This entry is to those who didn't come back to FSU this year. Sad...but it's ok. The only thing is, the two really should come visit especially since they both live in Tampa. The first one is ( Read more... )

Hmm this time goes by SO fast. I thought I updated my journal just the other day. HA that was on September 29th and now its October 11th. Where has the time gone??? Well...a few places ( Read more... )