michael has been so mean to me today. first, he told me that he thought it would be akward if i was in the same group as him for homecoming, because apparently he would feel akward. like the world revolves around him, constantly. i dont have anyone else to be with, ok? my best freind doesnt want to go, rosella cant go, and jennie wont let me be ( Read more... )

um, so just in case you are really into this whole me being a loser saga, you can cath more of it on my myspace blogs. print 'em out, share 'em, whatever. i dont honestly care, because, well, i just dont care anymore. ive put myself out there. it happened. worst case, he vomits in my face.

ahhh. i am in agony. like, i want him to know. but then again, i dont. ahhhh! i am the biggest loser ever. I am that girl. that girl who never gets over that guy. and she dosent get it. she never gets it. she is a loser, because he moves on, and he has a new life. but she doesnt. she never gets a new life, because she doesnt deserve one. because ( Read more... )

ok, so i am the biggest loser ever. last week i came to realize something.....very terrible.....and....ahhh. my realization is this ( Read more... )

i dont like him anymore. i think.

I feel so tired right now. Band was very tiring, and lately, i have been feeling kind of sad. I think im a bit depressed about this whole school thing, and having a whole bunch of classes with people I dont really even know. My english class has no one. I know some of the people kind of well, but none of them are close friends of mine, so i feel ( Read more... )

AHHHH! just as I knew it would, the first day of school sucked! I had all my hard classes today! It sucked so bad. omgosh. Physics, followed by ap history, followed by ap english, and then ending with french 4. I have never gotten so much homework on the first day before in my life. AHHH! and like, it was such a crappy day, raining all day. the ( Read more... )

mmmk......so this is live journal....seems a bit odd. I am SUPER DUPER HUNGRY! omgosh. i am like starving, but my mom seems to care more about cupcakes that actually feeding me right now. yup. so, i broke up-ish with keith in richmond. i dont know if anyone could actually call it breaking up, since i wasnt really sure if we were dating in the first ( Read more... )