i'm supposed to go to jamaica but the
travel agency is being faggy.
uugggh. pleeaassee work out.
i want to do nothing but lay on the beach
for a whole week until i'm black as fuck.
i swear i'll dread my hair for life if we do go.
just pleeasse let me go!

i pierced my nose three days ago and fell in love with it ( Read more... )

one week of school left!
what i'm most excited about is being able to go to the gym again.
i haven't gone in so long and i miss it. i'm a fatass.

it's going to be a stressful week =(

it's summer and i'm stressed out ( Read more... )

start of summer in short:
got grades-----> straight A's! yes, i'm proud shut up.
started going to the gym almost every day, twice a day.
lots of relaxing and sleeping and not worrying.
mmmm. i'd like it to last longer but summer school is on its way.

i'll just enjoy it while it lasts.

really. don't read this. it's one of those annoying entries that people write and you're like UGH. she's soooooooo annoying. i'm sorry. yay for lj cuts. stop NOW. ok. i warned you.

do i MAKE myself feel so miserable? i don't know.
i'm so sick of myself.
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
UUGGGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

am i crazy.
really. what happened to the old ( Read more... )

i spend money when i get bored.
i'm always bored.
= i'm always spending money.

UGGHHH!

i only expect to get what i give.
and maybe it's too much to ask for.

and this is what i get for expecting anything.

am i really as crazy as you think i am.
why don't you try looking at it my way.

i can write whatever i want! it's my lj.

it doesn't take more than 30 seconds
just to call and say hi, does it?

i've been so emotional this whole day
horrrmooooneeess
my head feels like it's being
crushed on both sides by concrete walls

it's not even nine yet and i'm going
to sleep so i don't have to deal with
myself going crazy and my head being crushed

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that is all.