5 Words Meme
''If you want to play along, reply to this post by yelling (or even saying gently) "Words!" and I will give you five words that remind me of you. Then post them in your LJ and explain what they mean to you.''
Mine from x_bellaitalia_x
Merlin:
The Start. Where everything began; or a lot of it, anywhere. Where I found that there are people in the world who are capable of putting up with me. It means fangirling for seven hours on Messanger (a record you promised me we'd beat!) and Saturday night watch-alongs, and discovering there are people whose first thought was THEY ARE OBVIOUSLY SHAGGING. It was laughter and tears and happiness and it was the sun and home and it was a dream to escape from reality.
Truth: It means being worth something. It means being what someone needs and being able to help. It means knowing from the bottom of your heart that we are bound together and we have something special - and something that the distance of miles or time or interests or friends can't break because there's something stronger. It means fights and tears and laughter and joy. It means feeling like I belong. It means shared secrets
Brain-sharing;
Ah, the brain-sharing. It means being whole and completed and happy. It means inside jokes and not needing to say things. I always think of the warmth in my chest and smiles through tears and it means a life line when I feel like I'm about to fly off the handle and break apart... and it makes me feel like I'm not alone; like I'm part of something. It means self-worth and self-belief and confidence.
Trust:
Terror and panic and sheer exhaustion; but it also means comfort and protection and safety, and it means fearlessness and confidence. It means the pain in the chest of uncertainty - am I good enough? - but it also means happiness and warmth and the ability to help and feel like I'm making a difference. It means the indescribably feeling of realising you know someone and you need them and maybe they need you sometimes, and you have them and they have you and it just means... being safe.
Slash-goggles:
Happiness and connection and brain-sharing. Late-night picspamming and giggling and slashing and the Follow Me Arse, and boy touching. It means folders full of pictures and links. It means a whole language and a whole link and a whole culture - just, it means everything. Friendship and happiness...
Basically... bellaitalia herself just means everything to me. There are too many feelings and memories to coherently put into words; e-mails and hours of conversations, and phone calls even though usually they terrify me, and it means hundreds of pounds of credit that I can't ever regret spending. <3
(Okay, I've done embarrassing myself now...)