i got a new car. it is big. i named it moby. after the technological musician. although it is big and white. it's kind of sad to let go of my wagovan but i think i'm over it. anyway yeah deja vu happens when you see the future in a dream, no one can convince me otherwise. it's insane! something happened a few weeks ago that i specifically remember ( Read more... )

so im up in penticton, canada. my mom is doing the ironman tomorrow, which is unreal. she starts at seven am, swims 2.4 miles, bikes 112, then runs 26.2. she said she hopes to be done by eleven pm. jesus. im really excited for her to do it, and for her to come across the finish line and have the announcer say "you are an ironman". i know she's ( Read more... )

i didn't work today, and aaron never called me back, therefore i'm not in bellingham. so i watched nine episodes of LOST. at least it wasn't in one sitting. my life right now feels pretty pathetic. and by pretty i mean really. but i don't know. at this moment, right now, writing this, i'm okay with that. joey has been calling me which is nice but i ( Read more... )

the show went pretty okay i guess. nothing too exciting, and i was really nervous and my songs sounded bad 1. because im not very good at mixing and mastering yet and 2. because the sound situation/set up was not ideal. but when would it ever be? i kind of wish i would have worked harder to make my set really really good. the only good part about ( Read more... )

so im leaving for portland again in a few hours. im playing a show there on saturday, and im soooo nervous about it. it's insane. hahaha i haven't been this nervous since like, opening night of grease. gross. whatever, im just going to stand there and sing. maybe cover beyond the sea. hm. basically it's going to be really boring. shit.

i actually just got on here thinking about writing something really important or something and just sat here staring at the screen for about seven minutes. being home is interesting, it's nice seeing some people again. i work delivering pizzas again, which is fine. it's really easy and i make way too much money for doing it, so whatever. my car has ( Read more... )

my itunes randomization system knew me really well tonight. until i started freaking out about how well it knew me. after 6 o clock tomorrow, i will feel good.

So on the rocks' last concert, OTRITD, was INSANE. here's a picture of the crowd. god i felt like a famous person. ridiculous.


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ohhhhhh my godddddd i want so much right now but there's no time! and this isnt about what you think it's about. yeeeeeeeep. opposite of anxious.

yessss im going to portland again this weekend ( Read more... )