i have decided that there are certain things and certain people in this world that, try as i might, i just will never understand. sometimes people expect others to completely ignore abuse when it is given to them, and then they get weird when they do not. sometimes i crave a higher level of reality. i frequently crave a higher level of reality. i ( Read more... )

i feel compelled to recount the events of yesterday to all of my avid journal readers because of the exceedingly high level of awesomeosity that i was privy to yesterday. to keep it all to myself seems, to me, to be altogether rude and greedy. and so i share. in list form please ( Read more... )

a public notice to all new users viewing my journal:

please read my entry dated january 17th for a guideline of good behavior when viewing or posting on my journal. furthermore, if you must break the rules that i have laid out, please stay on subject with your comments. thank you.

Bold the ones you've done.

1. I have gone snow tubing.

2. I have written a really, really angry song.

3. I have painted my fingernails black.

4. I have gotten multiple D’s on one report card.

5. I have watched every episode of at least one tv series.

6. I am a kung-fu master.

7. I cry for no apparent reason all the time.

8. I have a barfing ( Read more... )

my world, my mind, my dreams, my future, my life, my heart...i know that i have and am eternally bound to all of these, but i am increasingly unsure of each of their states. they are all becoming an amorphous hodgepodge slowly compiling in the depths of me while i desperately search for their purpose, for their way. the only thing that i know at ( Read more... )

i saw this in ms. stephanie's journal and simply could not resist the temptation of filling it out myself. i know that they are terribly gay, but i simply love these things. enjoy ( Read more... )

happy valentine's day kids and dearest friends. i know that it is technically a little belated, but i just wanted to make sure that everyone was aware of the fact that i love them very much....very, very much...especially my boys...multiple times. now that the homo-eroticism is all out of my system i really cannot think of anything to say. it has ( Read more... )

yeah...i am a little confused at life right now. it seems as if as soon as i have everything that i know all figured out, i am thrown a curve so obtuse that it just does not seem to follow the laws of reason. if eight months ago i was told that i would be doing, thinking and striving for what i am in reality doing today, i probably would not have ( Read more... )

i feel as if i have been in a slumber for many years ( Read more... )

everyone who absolutely loves my sweet, sweet ass leave a comment telling me so. it is okay...do not be afraid children...i will not bite...too hard.