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edit:well well well, teeeem tagged me, but im not changing this...think of it as more than 20 things.
Hey boobface, i'm bored.
last year my funniest moments were with ally redmond, and i miss her, and we sang the spanish alphabet . I don't like talking...usually when i talk i get ppl mad at me bc things don't exit my mouth the way i would like them to. I think silence is beautiful though.when i don;t talk that doesnt mean i hate you, i like everyone, unless you are annoying.most of my friends are older than me. I like to debate or argue everything. i don't try to be mean to anyone, i take too much, i hate when people are mad at me.i like taking pictures to create moods and feelings. I can't sing. i don't have a butt. i can never tell someone exactly what i'm feeling...i can't explain my feelings well. i can't say rural, and it's weird when i say world. I don't like calling people, i like when people call me though. I hate the computer, although im on it a lot bc i have nothing else to do. my dad doesn't know i have a boyfriend. He's iranian and would kill me. i love my boyfriend more than he knows.he was my first boyfriend due to my dad...ive always been afraid to talk to guys becuase of him.i have small feet. i can walk very quietly and be unheard..im sneaky. I can be stupid and selfish sometimes.i find the human body very unique and beautiful...every inch of it. i like flaws. I try not to lie but i do. i'm really good at hiding ....feelings, objects, hide n seek, what's going on. i like the changing of seasons and how the music i listen to during that season reminds me of the season when i listen to it. i can dance like the girls in those rap videos...seriously.. i only unleash at certain events or with amanda.i dont bother with little problems like most girls. i am sarcastic. i am not trying to be generic when i say i want to own a salon and cut hair when i get older and on the side paint and design clothes..my dad said he would help me. im excited about life and college and growing up. i want to stay young. i want to grow up. i want to grow up then grow back young.im agnostic, i used to be christian but i started to question...i like being open to everything more. i like talking about philosophy. I'm not smart academic wise, but i have a lot of common sense and i use it to my best advantage. i know when someone is lying to me, i usually wont say anything. i never put my head under the covers bc im scared of what will be above me when i take them off. i dont stand by my bed bc im afraid something will grab me. i want to lay on a blanket and talk about philosophy and life and fun things with dan all fall. i wish i played flute in someones band or i wish i could sing in someones band..if i could sing. my flute broke when dan pushed me on it....
this is really long. but im bored........im alone with sue. im very bored. this is stupid. and i can't wait till i hang out with amanda tomorrow. i love amanda.
see you,
-marissa
Hey boobface, i'm bored.
last year my funniest moments were with ally redmond, and i miss her, and we sang the spanish alphabet . I don't like talking...usually when i talk i get ppl mad at me bc things don't exit my mouth the way i would like them to. I think silence is beautiful though.when i don;t talk that doesnt mean i hate you, i like everyone, unless you are annoying.most of my friends are older than me. I like to debate or argue everything. i don't try to be mean to anyone, i take too much, i hate when people are mad at me.i like taking pictures to create moods and feelings. I can't sing. i don't have a butt. i can never tell someone exactly what i'm feeling...i can't explain my feelings well. i can't say rural, and it's weird when i say world. I don't like calling people, i like when people call me though. I hate the computer, although im on it a lot bc i have nothing else to do. my dad doesn't know i have a boyfriend. He's iranian and would kill me. i love my boyfriend more than he knows.he was my first boyfriend due to my dad...ive always been afraid to talk to guys becuase of him.i have small feet. i can walk very quietly and be unheard..im sneaky. I can be stupid and selfish sometimes.i find the human body very unique and beautiful...every inch of it. i like flaws. I try not to lie but i do. i'm really good at hiding ....feelings, objects, hide n seek, what's going on. i like the changing of seasons and how the music i listen to during that season reminds me of the season when i listen to it. i can dance like the girls in those rap videos...seriously.. i only unleash at certain events or with amanda.i dont bother with little problems like most girls. i am sarcastic. i am not trying to be generic when i say i want to own a salon and cut hair when i get older and on the side paint and design clothes..my dad said he would help me. im excited about life and college and growing up. i want to stay young. i want to grow up. i want to grow up then grow back young.im agnostic, i used to be christian but i started to question...i like being open to everything more. i like talking about philosophy. I'm not smart academic wise, but i have a lot of common sense and i use it to my best advantage. i know when someone is lying to me, i usually wont say anything. i never put my head under the covers bc im scared of what will be above me when i take them off. i dont stand by my bed bc im afraid something will grab me. i want to lay on a blanket and talk about philosophy and life and fun things with dan all fall. i wish i played flute in someones band or i wish i could sing in someones band..if i could sing. my flute broke when dan pushed me on it....
this is really long. but im bored........im alone with sue. im very bored. this is stupid. and i can't wait till i hang out with amanda tomorrow. i love amanda.
see you,
-marissa