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i can't believe it's going to be february on wednesday. sometime within february or march or early april.... my fate will be decided for me by michigan. i pray to God that they do not fuck my life up.
with april comes spring break, closely followed by senior finals, prom, and senior project. and june = graduation. graduation parties. most importantly, summer. summer will rock... except the saying goodbyes part... and then we begin the next chapter of our lives.
this is kind of ridiculous.
all we have to do is get to spring break. which wont be too hard considering we have a week for midwinter break, and the simple fact that we're second semester seniors. but wow. life moves pretty fast, if you dont stop once in a while you might miss it... something like that. thanks ferris. it's exciting though. i probably say this all the time but seriously, im so excited to see what happens next in my life. maybe im stupid and shouldnt keep my hopes up so high, waiting for an exciting future. maybe that exciting future doesnt exist, and ill just spend my whole life waiting for... nothing. but whatever. no negative thoughts. life is what you make it.
ive been doing all my homework tonight. it's so weird. i really do NOT want to, but i just DO. haha. thanks a lot country day. thanks for arming me with good studying habits. i like the fact that they kick in when i could be watching tv. eh. i dont think i like tv. OH ALTHOUGH i did watch that 70's show while running on the treadmill today! yay for trying to lose the ten pounds ive gained this school year............
umm let's not talk about that. actually no lets. so, my mom had knee surgery earlier this month (she's doing fine) and so all her friends come and visit her and, of course, bring some type of gifts. usually its flowers. but sometimes, its not flowers, hoho no it is not flowers, it is a golden box of godiva chocolates. that angela ends up eating.
god damn it.
SORRY SORRY I DIDNT MEAN TO COMPLAIN ABOUT MY WEIGHT i just need to get serious about doing something about it but unfortunately all my attempts fail ok im done BYE/>