hmm well i woke up late and felt terrible so i ended up bumming. i didnt see Mike this morning and i guess that worked out for the best. i`m failing all my classes, my operation is soon, and i might be moving. looks like this Mike shit decided to come on the wrong day. nothing good happind in scho0l like always. as much as i love gym, i just had to ( Read more... )

ok so i havent updated in god knows how long. there is so much that needs to be written but i`m just too tired to even remember where to begin. i guess i`ll just start by writing what happind yesterday. my MiChael<3 turned 18 yesterday and i didnt even get to see him. his gift hasnt came in yet ((damn online stores)) in results to me feelings weird ( Read more... )

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mmmmmmmmmk havent updated in god knows how long. still working on my layout so i`ll write later k bye!

this layout is pissing me off, theres way too much abercrombie. you would never guess the music i listen to by the clothes i wear. just goes to show not everyone fits the mold ehh. i`m sick of people criticizing me because of my appearl. i cant get a boyfriend that likes rock without him sayying i`m too preppy because of my clothes, and i cant get ( Read more... )

Fridayy Des and i stayed home from scho0l. i went in the mornin' real quick just so i could see Mike. hmm slept most of the dayy then waited for him to get home. i had Des and Eric over and then when 2*30 rolled around it was time to pick up PattyPoo. well well well that was quite the adventure. Jappetto ended up dieing on us RIP. that was the ( Read more... )

my mom put my # onto her phone until i get my new one in april. idk how much longer i coulda gone. i finally got my damn pictures back! like always i look HORRIBLE in them all. today was boring nothing good happind. i stayed after cause Mike told me to.. and he never showed up. i`m guessing he had wreslting earlier or sumthing? i think me and Des ( Read more... )

lets say theres this boy you used to like. something happind between you and this boy that changed your relationship forever. even though you dont like him anymore, the thought of him with another girl still hurts you. ((we`ve all done it.. getting jelous over a former love comes quicker then a boy having sex for the first time)) but heres the ( Read more... )

N e w . L a y o u ttoday was bad. reall bad. i didnt see mike at all and everyone knows when i dont see him you better get the fuck out of my way because i`ll be on a damn rampage! i`m thinking i`m just gonna call it quits. there is absolutly no use liking someone thats never gonna come around. ughh i just need to take a fucking breather seriously ( Read more... )

i`ve re-written this entry about a hundred times because i cannot successfully answer "why i like mike hodge". i admire him because hes not afriad to be himself, hes not one of the hundreds of students obsessing over what others think about them. i have never met anyone like mike, or anyone that would ever add up to him. to you all, he might not be ( Read more... )