well i dont have anything nice goin on in my life right now, a lotta old drama is starting to resurface and this bugs me to no end. I am just glad it doesnt involve me and i'm no longer gunna be portrayed as the irrational, stubborn bastard everyone thought i was...It's funny how now more people give a damn of what's goin on rather than "staying ( Read more... )

wut up? thank you all for posting a memory of me/us those were some fun trips down memory lane... lookin ahead now, everything seems to be falling into place and makin sense-which is very good. I work like a crack whore who needs cash or will die...i cant remember the last night i had to myself to do wut i wanted..i'm always closing or workin the ( Read more... )

If you read this, even if i dont speak to you often, you must post a memory of me ( Read more... )

HEY YA'LL. MOST OF YOU WHO READ THIS ALREADY KNOW WHO I AM AND WHAT I'M LIKE, THOSE OF YOU WHO DON'T KNOW ME THAT WELL AND ARE A BIT...LETS SAY SHOCKED BY WHAT I WRITE AND THINK...PLEASE DONT THINK INTO IT. I CAN SEE HOW SOME THINGS IN HERE CAN FREAK SOMEONE OUT IF THEY DONT KNOW ME AND THE SENSE OF CRUDE HUMOR I HAVE. IF I OFFEND ANYONE IT IS ( Read more... )

So i've been pretty busy with school and other important stuff. I starting going back to STP now which is the tit cuz its soooo much better than YMCA. Works been gettin better i'm starting to get more hours and people are gettin to know me and I'm gettin to know the store which is important cuz i'm sick of lookin like a retard when people ask me ( Read more... )

So last night was the tit. I went to the city to go chill with Eirich and Andrew. I left my house at 6:45 and used the directions that fuckin eirich gave me and i got lost....horribly lost. I was actually on the right track but when i called him and tried to confirm where i was, he told me i'm goin the wrong way and to turn around. This was ( Read more... )

Why is it that shit always happens to the sweestest, most kind-hearted people. Ya kno the other day in philosophy we discussed the theory that maybe none of us exist and this we call life is truely a dream. I didn't believe it becuz it's so Matrix the movie sounding and like if indeed it is all a dream then i don't wanna wake up, becuz wut kind ( Read more... )

today was different. I felt different from the moment i woke up. If anyone has seen garden state and witnessed the mood and energy level he had in the beginning of the movie, thats about accurate to how i felt. The day went by slow. Class was cancelled so that was tits. I realized today that i, arun have nothin to complain about. For once in ( Read more... )

Hello everyone.....Arun is back. That's right Arun not A-train. The nickname i gave myself no longer suits me becuz i am trying to change myself for the better and the name represents a part of me i no longer like nor respect. Second semester is the fuckin tit shit. I have 4 outta my 5 classes with hanUs. I'm trying to culturally update myself ( Read more... )

FUCK EVERYONE, YOU'RE ALL FUCKED AND OVER RATED AND YOUR SHIT. WE ARE ALL SELFISH AND THOSE OF US WHO ARE TOO BLIND TO SEE IT WILL GET HURT. SO THAT IS WHY FROM NOW I DO WHAT MAKES ME HAPPY. I HANG OUT WITH A GOOD FRIEND AND I'VE HAD A DRAMA FREE BREAK. UNTIL NOW THAT IS... DON'T JUDGE ME DONT FUCKIN JUDGE ME, MY DOORS WERE OPEN THE WHOLE TIME ( Read more... )