my baby boy
has been having some
issues apparently, one of the doctors called me today to say that a brain scan of camden turned out to show that he isn't getting enough oxygen to his brain (which could inevitably lead to cerebral palsy, or other issues :[ ). the doctor also said that camden's settings on the ventilator were increased & pretty high for how they would like to decrease those settings..i just feel so bad for camden, i wish there was something i could do...anything. i just want him to be free from any complications like these, but i guess as much as a i pray i can't have things the way i want them to be. it seems like when everything is good there's always one thing that comes up to depress me. if it's this hard for me, i really cannot imagine how hard it is for camden. all i want to do is hold him and let him know i'm there, i feel like that will be the key to allowing for him to progress..but i can't hold him yet :(. i don't know what to do but just visit him and let him know that i love him and that i'll always be there for him. all i want is for him to progress & get to come home.
issues apparently, one of the doctors called me today to say that a brain scan of camden turned out to show that he isn't getting enough oxygen to his brain (which could inevitably lead to cerebral palsy, or other issues :[ ). the doctor also said that camden's settings on the ventilator were increased & pretty high for how they would like to decrease those settings..i just feel so bad for camden, i wish there was something i could do...anything. i just want him to be free from any complications like these, but i guess as much as a i pray i can't have things the way i want them to be. it seems like when everything is good there's always one thing that comes up to depress me. if it's this hard for me, i really cannot imagine how hard it is for camden. all i want to do is hold him and let him know i'm there, i feel like that will be the key to allowing for him to progress..but i can't hold him yet :(. i don't know what to do but just visit him and let him know that i love him and that i'll always be there for him. all i want is for him to progress & get to come home.