'I'll survive- I have to.'

[abetterkiss]

This is my last weekend home. When I come back to visit nothing will be the same- this won't be my house anymore. It won't be my bedroom anymore and I won't have my spot at the dinner table anymore. 
Visit. It's such a temporary word...

Driving all over town every weekend trying to decide what we should do tonight until it was too late and we had to

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[holdyourbreath2]

Ditching class to go see Fall Out Boy, passing notes in math class, eating taco bell in the parking lot and dancing to Beyonce, trying on prom dresses, taking pictures while trying to drive, finding random notes on my car after school or after work, dancing to Tom Petty, getting high and watching super troopers, sharing make- out stories, prom night, doing make- up, singing academy is at the top of our lungs, johnsons corner, my first cigarette, dancing in the rain in our underwear, drunken laughs, going for chai when its time to talk, watching crossroads, watching you drive in front of me and see you put the i love you sign out the window.

I can't stop crying.
I don't want to.
I just love you.