so here is to yet another new beginning..one in which i can focus on my own needs..im taking a break from college...im seeing a therapist every week..in which i will come through a stronger individual and smarter..learn from my past experiences..i am single..and i will stay that way..and i will focus on working and saving..when things pick up ill ( Read more... )

It's In The Rain - Enya ( Read more... )

ahh..music drives me up the wall..i have too much energy to stand still..i think thats one of the leading factors as to why i went crazy bored and nuts!!!!

work..school..work..school..blah..lol..so tomo i start my west civ class..should see about car-pooling with melissa..and dan..agreed to work 2 to 10..already have $500 put in my account in a span of 3 weeks..i have opened up full availibility..ill get there :)..right now i am going to clean my room...thats always fun

EVANESCENCE LYRICS ( Read more... )

yea :)..so i just came home..i spent the night with my aunt..first we went to dave and busters to play a couple of games..then off to a pool hall..and played some more games..ha..then to a diner..so i winded up getting to go out anyway..ok..i should try to fall alseep now..tomo i am starting over at cafe again..alrighty..goodnight

today is starting off well..my mom argued as she usually does and i said to her..must you always have the last word ?..then there was silence..and it was awesome..so i ran out of the kitchen and into my room..before i could hear anything else..yep..so right now jenn is at music..i get to work with her for alittle bit..later on i am giving melissa a ( Read more... )

well now i am just sitting here waiting for dan to get back to me so i can pick him up and hit 7 11..i just talked to my father..what of..college..and well college in virginia..he wants me to apply because he knows thats what i want..but i want to wait until winter break and i will go there and visit the college and speak to someone there..then i ( Read more... )

yeah!! :)..melissa is coming home tomo night..ok..yea..another day at work feeling overwhelmed..only because my manager who was just recently was promoted winds up passing alot of the stuff to me..and well i don't see how i am suppose to do all that he asked..i did as much as i could..but i am just glad i am not in his place (well as of now)..Pat ( Read more... )

ok..i did it..i blocked tom out of my life..i brought him back in my life..and he apologized..i got the pics..but as far as anything else goes..we just can't be friends..and i can't get past all the things that happened in the relationship when i am with him..not to mention..he was only looking to possibly get back with me in the future..i found ( Read more... )