i dont know why, but being at school makes me feel like i dont really have anyone who really cares one way or another if i am there or not. it just makes me feel like i am just going through the motions talking to people and they might as well be looking right through me. its not just school, but school was a hearty reminder.

sometimes i feel so lost and confused and i want to just explode or pop the cork on my head that keeps in all my emotions and lets them fizzle and bubble and build up untill my mind is at maximum capacity. i cant continue like this. i need my oil paints and a canvas to let loose and open up and let all my feelings flow out like music and produce ( Read more... )

school is in like 2 days, and i am not very excited about THAT ( Read more... )

school starts all too soon. hang out with me before it all starts.

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well, what a month it's been! i went everywhere and did everything, and injured myself in ways i didnt think possible. i made friends from all over the world (including israel..and they were increadible) i even went to alaska and that was truely awesome. i decided that i am going to have to take a road trip soon!

i am leaving for 4 weeks tomorrow---horse back riding & swimming & white water rafting in utah, grand canyon, sanfransisco, AND ALASKA! SO, i will not be able to receive any letters there, but you can always write me at home telling me what you are up to, and send me emails (meandharry@optonline.net)which i CAN check sometimes i believe. BUT DO ( Read more... )

ya know what really amuzes me...its when people from across the country who you have never met in your entire life start ganging up on you because of your livejournal name, cause they arent creative enough to make up another one...and they have names with hot in it and stuff. that amuzes me. but what else is great...is when they get their friends ( Read more... )

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