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[abigail_lilith]

Hey, Tamm. I spoke to Peter about Russia, and... Look, if you need to talk to someone, I'm here.

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[twilightrobe]

Yes please, Abby. I'm feeling... pretty fucked up about it all, actually.

[abigail_lilith]

I would be worried more if you weren't, frankly. Any time, Babe. We'll talk it out.

[twilightrobe]

I thought I'd be okay, y'know. I mean, it was nothing I hadn't done before. Rome, to rescue Kay. Delford, to rescue Tasha. Russia, to rescue... fuck, the world. It should've been easier, right? There was so much at stake. And we got Thor and Keira out of there, and Aksana, if barely. We saved fuck knows how many innocent people from a horrible virus.

But I guess I saw one too many bodies, or a lot too many bodies, and now I just can't get them out of my head. I can't sleep, I can't focus, the only things I can do and know I'll get them right are the baseline things. Move from day to day, eat, shower, look after Katie. Anything else, and it starts to get pretty shaky.

[abigail_lilith]

Peter said he thought it would be different too. He assumed demons of the strength of the Fenris twins could take prisoners. None of you could know what you were getting in to.

The important thing to remember is that it wasn't your fault. You happened upon the convent after the fact, and you weren't involved with what the Fenris twins did. I know that doesn't mean you didn't unsee it. I had a lot of issues after seeing what Thomas went through, even though I wasn't there. I think talking might help. And if we need to, we can talk about regression therapy or even...well there's medication for anxiety of this kind.